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Wednesday

Had Thai food for dinner

Morning lay on the bed till dear msg me,tell me he on his way to work le...wish him gd luck lor...den i wake up,go read awhile newspaper den on9 awhile,check mail and stuff den off liao...i went to rearrange my book shelf,wrote a question on evidence law,highlighted my evidence law notes,hmm,green highlight goin dry out soon,nid go buy liao...finished all tis ard 2 le,went to hav lunch den i go nap liao,dun wan later in clas fall asleep ma...however cant slp,roll on the bed for sumtimes den ard 4 dad back,he ask wer is my bro n sis,i told him dey went back to sch for cocuriculum lor...den nid prepare for sch le,as i promies dear b4,i wil eat b4 go to clas,so i make myself an egg sandwish lor...afterdat reach sch liao,my fren call say 2day no clas,sigh,walk back down and call my dad,den go Bintang buy vege wif dad...Mum call,say go eat dinner 2gather,v went to hav Thai food,omg,is really spicy but very delicious wor,i full liao oso keep eat,haha...Later den reach home not long,dear dear call me,say he might be late,say he wil msg me wen he finish work wor...afterdat i watch TV till 10 den do sumting...dear msg me say he on his way back home le,say later meet in msn and say miss me so much,hehe....so now im here chatting wif dear and blogging lor...tata...sigh...after those spicy food now stomach not feeling well liao...

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Tuesday

Grats for dear got a Job

2day din lai zhuang,coz last nite dear say he 11am nid go out le,9 oclock wil on9 de...hmm...very long din like tis morning,keep waking up,ahhhhh,really headache de leh...frm 6 sumting heard my sis phone alarm ring,den not long later after i fall back to slp heard she blowing hair,den went out,den mum voice and so and so....sigh...couldnt slp well...ard 9am i woke up,went to toilet den tot slp back coz din realise the time,but b4 fall asleep i check the time oni i noe,str8 go wash face and go on9 le,hehe....chat wif dear,half way his grandma call,so i go c got wad movie in peekvid lor...den later he back ady ard 11 le,he say 12 oni go out liao....after he off9 watched a movie in peekvid till 1.30 den i go nap...actually wan study de but headache lar...not feeling very well,keep feeling abit cold,re chi bah....ard 4 woke up le,den dear msg me,he say he got gd news wan share wif me,he got a job le.... ^^ grats dear,really happy for u...den i on9 ask bout it,ard 5 he went out and i go play py,so long din play nia...now not really in to game le...afterdat dinner den watch TV...till 10 sumting on9 lor,and i blogging lor...waiting dear on9...now dear got work liao,morning cant tok to him le,oni at nite can,hmm,he come back home oso ard 11,nvm lar...me now ady use to slp ard 1,mum got nag lar,but dun care lor,bluek...Mum juz now did nag me go slp early,hehe....but ok de lor...dad oso still using internet wad,i off tis com liao he cant on9 liao de wor,haha,so no prob for me to be late...hmm...so now morning must study liao lor....haiz...me lazy piggy liao leh,later time table gonna change,Mr Rajan say de,say wan make the revision clas early,coz too many ppl skip tutorial clas(and dat include me,hehe,dunnoe how many Trust Tutorial i skipped,but i got go the other the wor,juz tort clas sumtimes i missing frm clas,bluek)OMG,wen i become so bad de,skipping clas..hmm.....dun care....hahaha

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Sunday

Kirai??

2day so tire,morning went to clas,actually dun feel like goin liao de but ady told wayne i wil bring the book for him to check out..however wayne din come for clas,sigh...next sun his birthday.he ady told me he wont be here,haiz...however,wish him early happy birthday here bah...At clas so sleepy,my eye tire,cant really open my eye...ard 12pm got break,cannot take it liao so i went home...reached home slp till ard 4.30,heard sum1 crying,so go check out,is samuel,my little prince...den found a chocolate,feed him lor,make him happy....

Afterdat,i use my sis msn check c dear on9 ma,dear on9 o.0 Saw the laptop no1 use so i on9 tok to dear lor,hehe...dear help me change frenster background again,hehe,so nice,thx dear dear~

2day i oso had alots thinking,bout him,my ex,how angry i am,how hate i am towards him,he wouldnt noe,he wouldnt care,he still happily having gd time wif dat gal...Last nite check out the gal profile,realise dat gal view my profile b4,figure sumting out,abt wen actually dey noe each other,figure out wad he really wan mean one nite b4 he left my house,figure out how stupid i am,how stupid i am to trust he wouldnt do sumting betraying me...or actually is all juz my mistake?Wadever,ppl living happy there,y should i let myself being sad,mad,angry or wad??hating sum1 is tiring,the one hu suffer is our ownself,y want to be so sufferring,so stupid?So i decided let go bah...As i said b4,wad is past is past,shldnt being so care bout it le...Hope my fren,sc can understand tis point too,she been hating sum1 3 yrs le,a guy she used to lov,a guy hu make her feel wan to die wen he dump him...Juz dat,couldnt ask her,aint she tire?aint she happy wif tis guy,her new bf?Y cant juz let go?Let go is a more intelligence decision to choose,oni let it go,thing wil be over,urself oni can be happy...Kirai??nah....Dun hate sum1,is not gd to urself...

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Saturday

Met Pri 6 Frens

Yesterday my parent both at home,want to paint the house for CNY,help out sumting(not much,hehe)den i on9,cont dl death note manga,and chat wif dear and my gd fren,SC...She told me she create friendster le,finally!Den she tell me she viewing our sch frenz profile,saw my last ex profile,told me she hav gf liao,say not pretty de,say i more more pretty wor,she ask me go view...Actually i notice he updated dat photo long ago but i nvr wanted to view his profile,coz wil record there dat i viewed him nia,dun wan dat happen :p So i ask for dear's frienster account,used his to see lor,and dear log in mine to change my background,hehe,thx dear~

Hmm...really not happy lor,saw dat pic,suddenly figure out,the reason he gav to broke up aint true lor,dat piv updated not long after our break up de leh,so wad does it mean???Im so angry,u noe,none of a gal wont be mad dat a guy dump u for another gal...dear ask me not to angry,but sry dear,i cant help it lor,is not i still like him or not,is...erm...dunnoe how to say...u guys there shld understand bah....

Ard 2pm went to fetch my sis frm her sch,den came home,try to nap,but oni nap for awhile,cant slp,ard 4pm my fren call me,say her place got abit flood,raining very heavily,so her mum ask her not to go for clas le...Haiz...sian,alone...at 1st still tot wan go clas de,but after bath,hmm,i still mad lar,go for clas oso i wont concentrate,so i ask Sc whether she later got time,accompany me awhile lor,she say ok...Ard 5 went out le,went to petrol station den drive to sch...Y???dunnoe,use to wif dat road,go str8 to sch,din turn back wen i can,auto de,nevermind lar,since i nid waste sum time till 7 to pick up Sc,went to sch come back to Puchong the timing juz nice...Along dat time,dear got send me msg,Lm called me,chat awhile,den oni i noe,actually she noe bout his gf long le,but nvr dare to let me noe,scare i hurt wor...

Surprise,my pri sch fren(pri 6 oni) i convert to dat sch on my last yr of pri sch,so i dun actually very close to every1,alots dat i dun remember,sry guys...Li Ping msg me,she ask whether i free,want go watch movie,i ask her tell me wad time lor....Den i reached Sc house,v go IOI Mall,Wong Kok Char Chan Teng hav our dinner,chatting alot of stuff,bout my last ex too,i oso ask her whether she wan join me wif my Pri 6 frens,since she noe them oso de,she say no wor,wan go meet her bf...Ard 8 Li Ping call,say ard 9 meet,told me Yi Zhuang and Guang Yuan will pick us up,Mun Yee oso wil come,she told me...So 8.30 send Sc to her bf house,den go home ask my dad drive me to bus stop(dey say pick me up frm there) den board their car,reached S.Pyramid ard 9.30...Went to cinema there,check out wad show to watch,Yi Zhuang ady queing while v discussing,den decided lets go 'yam cha' enuf,LOLx,den v walk till sumwer else,next decided go watch movie bah,watch 11pm de since all 5 of us felt ok,so go back again lor...

V bought ticket le den went to Kim Gary,dat 2 guy haven hav their dinner...Ask bout wad dey study,Li Ping studying Tourism,Mun Yee Journalism,Guang Yan is Mechanical Engineering and Yi Zhuang is Electrical Engineering...Den tok bout our pri 6 classmate,hmm,i hav noting much to say,dey ask me bout Lee Onn coz he same sch wif me,i say v not dat close even v had been hangout time to time...Ard 1.40am i reached home(dey sent me back 1st) Guang Yuan msg me at 2.20 ask for my email address,Yi Zhuang msg me 15 mins later,ask whether i got scold or not lor...Den lay awhile on the bed oni i slpt,i think dat time 3 sumting le bah...Me 7am woke up le,wan slp back but cant...Hmm...Later still got clas nia,hope i can keep awake,hehe....

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Monday

Articles

Read Some Articles 2day frm newspaper...

Learn to close ur eyes

When u in love,u will always see each other as the perfect one,even the bad habit of the other u can accept it.After u both married,then u both start to fight for small matter.

"Why u put ur thing all over the place?"

"Why u dont flush after goin toilet?"

And alots more arguements.Both starting to show faces to each other,wont care that much for each other,not concerning how each other doing everyday,juz like stranger.Therefore,this is the time,to learn to close ur eyes,learn not to see the weekness.We need to learn to appreciate,to tolerate,to accept.Learn to feel what the other felt,what the other interest is,what the other fear.We must learn to adjust our space for each other,so the love will grow.

The women behind a success man

It is not easy to be a success man,it is even harder to be the women behind this man!If every success man have a women behind them,then what is behind a women?What should she have?What she can have?If a women able to turn herself to a 'mountain',let the man to lean on when they are tire,the lonelyness that hide in this women become unneccesary.There is this kind of women in this world,eventhough they had gone through half the century to receive what they should have after having all the hardness,they still able to smile brightly.

Every success man are being busy,when they have time to stop awhile to rest,they start asking for own private space,this moment the women can only stay aside,alone.

If you had decided to be those kind of women,the first qualification is to be independant,because he wont have much time to take care you;second thing is to be understandable,because what he had promise to do may changed anytime;you have to learn to give without asking any of return,without having the view that your tears can make him listen to you,cause when he able to stay beside you,he already dont hav much energy for another fight.You need to take his happiness as yours,when he success you must cheer for him.If you dont have all this qualification,is better forget about it,find another guy,dont waste your time;if you dont know when to let go,it will only make the man rather stay with his friends every night.

Before you enter into someones life,you should learn what kind of a person you are,what character you want to be.What you want,is it a guy who can help you to be strong or someone who will cover all the hardship for you;but when u had enter someone life,and coincidently it is the peek of his work,you need to have preparation that the lonelyness may be more greater then when you are alone...

PS:This is a translation,original is from Chinese Star Newspaper

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Saturday

rainy day

ard 9am a fren of mine msg me,woke me up,but i lay on bed until my parent came in my room ard 10.30 bah...My grandma want to go JB 2molo,so dad ask me go sch early,buy train ticket lor,and ask my room wan paint wad colour...i dun care liao lar,dey buy wad colour paint wad lor,dun wan think...After dat wake up,den go read newspaper,since nid go out early so din hav breakfast oso...ard 11.30,b4 i go out,call my cousin in JB,ask sumting and inform her grandma wil go there lor...Reach sch ard 12.15,walk to KL Central,bought train ticket(21/1 frm KL to JB and 14/2 frm JB to KL)den went to McDonald,da pau McChicken meal den go to sch liao...Hav my 'Brunch' there,den start clas le...OMG,Mr Rajan nag us like hell,keep ask us must start study,must tis must dat,ahhhhhhhh,Stress nia....Oh my,Evidence law not an easy subject nia,sob sob,y i chose to take tis paper???Haiz....

Hmm...Mr Harpal,long time din c him ady,months,he came in clas,saw me,break time he say,me never change,still so quite,hahaz,most funny thing is he say he din c me move at all,swt,aint dat too extreme???UWE student wil join our clas,got a leng chai hor,Wayne...Not really very handsome lar,but ok ok lor...actually knew him b4 tis liao de...ard 7pm,clas ended,tok to Wayne,ask him how he go home lor (i went back home wif him b4,by bus) tot maybe giv him a lift ma,but he say he temporarily travel frm Kl to Johor adn vice versa...Den he noe i will be driving for Sat n Sun clas,so he ask next time i can giv him a lift or not and ask hows my driving skill nia,haha...so i told him,i dun mind giv him a lift since nearby(if he is in Puchong) and the driving skill,must c how he think lor...Hahaz....

Raining heavy leh,Wayne ask i got umbrella or not,i say i dun bring de,den chat awhile,he ask how im goin to my car,i say dun care lor,juz walk...hehe...lucky 2day my car not dat far away like usual,walk ard 3mins reached le,can say all wet nia(front body)...den reached home,notice noting to eat,haiz...nvm lar,not very hungry oso,had sum biskut oni lor...den watch TV and do question,hmm,actually copy paste oni,haha,dun care,still haven finish de,slowly write lor,wont take too long bah...ok lar,go write n chat le....tata

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Wednesday

Happy Chinese New Year

2day receive a msg frm Whitney in friendster,wishing me happy chinese new year...Is a nice link,hope u guys can understand,coz is in mandarin...enjoy!!!

http://www.ge520.com/jieri/newyear/index.htm

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The Best Moments In Life

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing till your stomach hurts.
3. Enjoying a ride down the country side.
4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio.
5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.
6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel.
7. Passing your final exams with good grades.
8. Being part of an interesting conversation.
9. Finding some money in some old pants.
10. Laughing at yourself.
11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.
12. Laughing without a reason.
13. "Accidentally" hearing someone say somthing good about you.
14. Watching the sunset.
15. Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life.
16. Feeling this movement in your body when seeing this "special" someone.
17 . Having a great time with your friends.
18 . Seeing the one you love happy.
19 . Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume.
20 . Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories.
21 . Hearing some telling you "I LOVE YOU"
"True friends come in the good times when we tell them to, and come in the bad times.....without call. "

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Tuesday

The Feeling of My Heart

A feeling that flow deep inside,is getting clearer

The feeling i hav,i dun feel like hiding it anymore

Wad will end up to be,oni wish is like wad in my dream

The past is ended,i wan to let u know

Dear,i always wanted to say thanks

Thanks for being wif me,wen im sad or happy

Thanks for being so caring to me

Looking forward for the day v will meet

Dear,i love you...without u all tis time

i wont be able to 'gather' myself so soon

Once again,thanks dear~GAMBATEH

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Monday

Knocked my head

Studied awhile 2day,hmm,not sure wad im doin,haha,everyting is so vague....So i call a fren,tot to her awhile,hmm,she say the subject i studying she haven touch yet,coz tis subject really hard,very unclear wen coming to answer question...after heard she oso having the same situation like me,felt better,haha,weird har....ard 2 my sis came back,v both same,suddenly want to find some snack to eat,so ask my bro go out buy lor,hahaz,our delivary man :P [juz jking] den dunnoe how my sis n i both knock our head togather,argh!!!so pain,so dizzy afterdat,till now still feeling dizzy,sob...den v both keep chit chat,eat snack...

v tok bout sch stuff,sumting silly or funny she had in her sch.Den i remember my days in sec sch,so many silly n funny stuff nia...wont forget dat yr,form 1,i was a perfect,a morning given duty to guard the gate,take name for late comer,a guy riding bike,he late le,my fren n i closing gate liao,din notice he accelerating,no intent to stop,so he bang on the gate,and the gate bang on my forehead lor...Is hurt...

Summore form 4,biology class,doin experiment on the structure of tendon,muscle and so bah,so hav 'operation' for the frogs...cut the leg,remove the skin and meat...den dunnoe hu start it,hav heart operation nia,dey start playing ard...omg...till now i nvr eat frog(tian ji) ady...everytime dey say eat tian ji,i feel like wan vomite coz refresh back the scene of those operations...haha...hmm,dun wan think bout it liao....tata...

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Stress!!!

cant slp well tis few days nia...how come??mabe thinking too much bah...having stress in my study...my work been abandon too long le bah??starting to study back,but couldnt concentrate long,felt bore,haiz....always at the 1st 2 chapter,keep liddat can die le...beside oni started for one subject oni nia,omg...

last nite had a dream,goin along the river wif sum1,keep having junction,at 1st those junctions wil hav one is save path de,den the last junction both lead to waterfall,stucked le...hmm...kind a like the feeling i hav now nia,stucked...not sure wad is the best for myself,wad i shld do,wad i wan???Stress nia!!!!keep telling myself 'gambateh' but feeling wan to give up le......

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Friday

My waist so pain T_T

2day spent 4 and a half hour travelling ard nia...morning 9am dad sent me to bus stop,b4 reached realise i brought wrong notes,so turn back home change lor...den head back to bus stop...wait for T60 bus...reached KL central liao,den board Putra LRT to Bangsar,den wait for bus 634 to go Help university college,Wisma Perdana...reach there call my fren,she say she in the library,the security wont check id de,so ask me go find her,OMG,me tresspassing nia,hahaz....get the book frm her liao den wait for bus,tis time waited very long nia,actually i not sure wad bus oso,juz c wad bus wil go KL central so save sum time,ard 11.30 bus T82 come liao,board the bus...Back to Kl central,at 1st want go midvalley spent my time there till 6pm clas de,but my waist pain like hell,cannot take it liao(wer is shinigami???plz write my name in the death note....),so walk to my college(ard7 mins walk) to settle my exam registration form...Hungry liao nia,din take any food b4 come out,so go bought a bread den wait for T60 go back IOI Mall lor...At 1st wanted to take taxi de nia,den 2nd thought,i still can cope for another half hour for the pain lar,so i walk lor...reached home ard 2 le...den took a novel,make a comfortable sit at the study room(coz my sis playing PY i wan ke po)den stay there liao....4.30 decided not goin back to sch liao,since i wont hav the mood to listen in tis condition,call my dad bout it den continue wif my novel lor....den later take bath,eat and now on9 lor....ady feeling better le lor...hmm...shld hav go to class nia...anyway,now too late le,haha...dun care lar....

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Thursday

gonna watch wad movie 2molo???

Tis morning suddenly remember sumting,sumting i wanted to do long liao...After i broke up wif my ex,i couldnt juz let go so soon,so the ring of us i been keeping it close to me,really close to me,my fren dat day din saw it,so she din noe i kept it,if she noe im sure she wan me throw it bah???not sure...tis morning dig it out again,hmm...found out the ring abit rusty liao,since it been laying at a dusty place...rusty,like our relationship bah???so,since not gonna wear it again,and dun wan to keep it le,oni call back memories,so tis times really throw liao...haha...silly me,the photo,the 20th birthday present frm him and the doll he bought still there nia...is the same isnt it???but im fine wif it lor...seing it...juz dun mention it i wont think bout him de wor...dat day tok to Jeff...i told him,i found out i wont miss him anymore,except sumtimes if remember back the arguements v had b4,still feel abit sad,juz dat little bit sad,doesnt really affect me much...The heart had changed,previously the room in the heart filled up wif him,now he juz a memory for me,maybe deep in a corner in my heart there is still a place for him,but is juz dat tiny little corner....Will any1 ask all the room had left since he is gone are now belong to hu???nah...nobody gonna really care bout it...

last nite tok to dear,he say wan tell me sumting,want to use microphone wor...but dat time my net got prob again,haiz...recently keep liddat de,suddenly the net wont work,must wait awhile...dat time ady ard 1,after my net ok liao,he say tok to me 2day lor...not sure whether my microphone work nia....so juz now on9,browse ard,find sumting to do...dear havent on9 ma...until i go do nail polish,haha...hmm...kind a thinking 2molo wad movie i shld watch,nid to get the book i ask my fren photocopy for me ard 12,summore nid go by bus myself,after dat 6 hours empty,alone,thinking watch movie lor...but maybe juz find a quiet place sit down,hav coffee,maybe read notes or day dreaming bah,erm,i think i find a novel bring out togather wif me 2molo,better....

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Wednesday

Finish bleach le,now oni can wait for the new episode...So tis morning i juz on9,on my msn and music...den open my book n try to study...awhile later,dear on9 le,he juz came home,havent gone to bed yet,he say tok to me awhile liao oni go nap lor...so v chat awhile,he send me some songs,den ard 12 he go nap...i oso off9 liao,abit sleepy too,tot slp awhile den study again de,however,roll on the back,try so hard to fall asleep but cant,until my bro n sis came back frm school i still havent slpt...Den wake up go hav lunch and play game wif my sis...2day on back ms,juz look ard oni lor,den on py,oso play awhile oni den i go off le...my eye feel tire,so again try to nap....hmm...same thing roll on the back in my mum room,until 6pm my sis came in do sumting i oni noe so late liao...chat wif my sis in our room,layingon the bed oso,until ard 8 oni go take bath...

Mum fall down,hurt herself,ask us help put medicine,den daddy back liao,mum 'sha jiao'...not oni wif daddy but wif us oso,haha,keep calling us oni...me n my sis later go take daddy digital camera,transfer pic frm it to com,v oso took a few photo lor...but not goin to post it here...hehe....ok lar...tire ady...tata...hope 2nite can slp well....

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Bought the book i wan le!!!

Watch bleach again nia,straight frm i woke up,hehe...but later got clas de,so contorl abit lor...nid to get the statute book oso,so start calling bookstores,cant get to Kemayan ATC's bookstore,borders number couldnt find it,so oni option mph liao lor...called to midvalley outlets,i noe there dun hav liao de lar,dat day went there check out liao,juz aks them check which outlets wil hav,dunnid call so much ma,he told me left Alpha Angle,1 utama & Subang Parade got the 2005-6 de,each store left one book,haiz....wanted the 2006-7 de leh,but nvm lar,dunnid the newest edition for exam...

Ard 1pm,college phone,say clas cancelled le,so i told my dad lor,he dunnid rush back ma...2.30 dad back,went to Subang Parade,lucky still there the book i want,tot wan go do bankdraft de,but den decided no lor,afterdat follow dad go Pudu work...Sianz....juz being a 'vase' there nia,cant help it,dunnoe anyting bout dad's work....nah...used to it liao,staying at sum1's office,being a vase there...so use to it until can hav nap at there nia(did dat last sunday,too tire liao ma,but actually i din realize i fall asleep until i woke up saw the client my dad n dad's client arrived,toking inside the room)but,sumtimes dad nid sum help de,like wen he nid do sum wiring lor,climb up climb down get tools ma fan,so ask me follow,sumtimes help him carry the stocks,and so lor....but mostly is being a vase,hahaha....

At nite,watch bleach again...but 1st sure bath n dinner lar...half way mum sure call go eat fruit...i done till episode 109 liao leh..i siao liao de lar :p told vin korkor i ady watch till epi 100+,he oso say i siao de,hahaha....anyway wan chat wif dear liao,hmm,cannot be too late oso...n hav to remember help dad to install his client com nia....

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Monday

Woke up tis morning,as usual,wash face den go down simply hav sum breakfast,read awhile newspaper den on9 lor...hmm,forgot take vitamin nia,nvm lar,one day mum wont find out :p

b4 i on com,i tok my notes wif me,tot while watching bleach look through my notes too,but at the end,2 page oso havent finish sian liao,watch the anime oni...omg,i been too relax liao wen waiting for result,now wan study back,abit stress,noting inside my head nia,sob,really doubted whether i can make it tis yr exam...Oh my,juz remember the book i nid buy leh,without it dunnid think bout exam lor,cham,not sure bookstore stil got stock or not,hope got lar...

Later,dear on9 liao,he ask me a favour,ask me help him to change his blog wor,edit the template,so started wif it liao lor...dear internet got problem,cant run webpage,so not sure dear satisfied wif it or not lor,hmm,me myself dat time stil not nia...den dear nid go out liao,i oso went to hav a nap afterdat...ard 8 my sis let me use com,watch bleach awhile den decided to c wad i can do wif dear's blog summore,hmm...edit a few thing oni,but atleast felt better wif it liao lor...i think i wait c wad dear say bout it den oni continue edit lor...

Dun hav mood to watch bleach,dun even feel like wan to study,no mood for game oso,sianz...

Haiz...tata lar...

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Friday

Pass!!!

Morning write blog liao den keep on watching bleach oni,and chat wif SC,she too boring at work...later ard 1 i say i wan eat lunch le,later tok to her,she keep remind me must remember find her after i eat nia...wen i juz done my lunch den dear on9 liao,start tok to him almost totally forgot to chat wif SC nia :P

Wen tok to dear,i told him i worry dad gonna pick me up later frm college,i say dat place not very safe at nite coz of sumting lar...dear get worry,ask me msg him after clas lor...Later den prepare to college,on the way to bus stop,got a car 'hon' me,dat guy inside wave his hand at me,hmm,do i noe him???dunnoe leh,coz din c clearly...

Reached college went to ask bout result,Yeah!!!!i PASS liao,hehe,so happy...Hahaz,i keep checking whether the slip is mine nia,hehe,my fren oso happy wen she noe,she say she everyday pray for me nia,really thx for her supportive o.0 Dear u said b4 u trust i can make it,and i make it le,im sure dear will be happy for me ^^ Unfortunately the other fren of mine did not get through lor,sob...Hope she can do well for next time nia,Gambateh neh,my dear fren,u can do it de....

Afterdat i notice the clas for 2day had changed time le,is frm 6pm to 9pm nia,couldnt stand it for so long,so ard 7 my fren and i go liao,tot msg dear along the way to the LRT station,but wen i wan start msging,start raining nia,cant le,nid hold umbrella ma,afterdat in LRT so many ppl,hard to type msg,not long after i in the LRT dear msg me liao,dat time can get a place to stand steady wif one hand plus holding my stuff.so start msg dear liao lor,kind a hard to press though,nid more time compare to usual,is liddat de lor,my file keep wan fall ma,nid hold it back...den reached KJ station,waited for an hour for dad to reach,den went home fetch mum and go hav dinner,ard 10.30 oni can use com,msg dear ask him can msn or not,but havent reply yet wor,maybe busy wif his BBQ bah,nvm lor...so now blog 1st lor,c later he got on or not,2nite oni wil till 11.30 nia,2molo nid wake up early...Thinking wad i nid to get done now....

Hmm...Right now i nid get my statute book liao nia,must get it de wor,if not wil got trouble in the next exam...Erm,summore is time really nid back up my study liao,all along tis time couldnt really study bcoz of uncertainty wif my stand point,not sure wad it wil be next,but now i noe i goin on wif Part 1 liao,so must gambateh to study back wad other ady studied nia...Hope i can get B for my next exam,is a must to get B nia...Gambateh every1!!!!

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My gd frens

Yesterday one of my gd fren came to my house,to hav her laptop format,lolx,i dunnoe how to do nia,lucky my dad wil be home early,so he say he wil do it lor...Whitney is really a very gd fen of mine,she noe me well,well enuf to understand wad i really meant for sumting,well enuf to notice i had lost myself in the past,she was there to advise me...i remember she said sumting dat time 'U had lost urself in the maze without ur flashlight on,im at the exit shouting for ur name,waiting for u to find me'...She was there to guide me,walk out frm the maze i created myself,im glad she was there,im glad SC was there to tok to me,she always able to make me forget the unhappy & smile,im glad LM was there,she was there to listen & juz listen to my crying...Yesterday Whitney in my room,asking wad my ex bought to me dat still here,there is sumting,she say she wan help me throw it away,but i told her those stuff really nice leh,how to throw,i said i will throw it away if there is a new guy walk in my life & ask me to do it...

I got told her bout my on9 frens,Whitney ask whether got pics let her c wor,so i let her c lor...lolx,she like choosing hu i shld consider hu i shldnt consider got potential or not,=.="

I got show her dear's pic oso lor,she say tis guy not bad lar,can think about it,hahaz...And she oso saysumting like 'dun wan software but hardware'...lolx...hmm,maybe u all dunnoe wad she mean bah,but i noe lor,can understand her phrase...

Beside tis 3 gals,i did met sum new gd frens wen i was a HELP,Min Lee is a gal dat wil help u if she can,study thing is wad usually tok wif her lor...Lihchoon oso vey hardworking,i always borrow her asignment nia,haha,but v both can crap oso lor,Winsi,v 2 really crap alots nia,2 hours break can tok non-stop,crap until other ppl cannot catch wad v actually toking bout,hahaz...Now in Brickfields oso got 2 gd fens lor,Puspa and Maylyn,hmm,dey are nice....

Hmm,tok so much liao,wan go watch Bleach lar,tata....

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Monday

Is 2007!!!

Is 2007 ady nia...I had a great birthday,if deduct those uneasy feeling lor...
Alots try to be the 1st person to wish me birtday,dear summore wrote me testi adn wish me in msn,thx so much,my sis gav me a hug,she kind a upset bcoz she still slower den dear n few of my frens...lucky i chat wif dear till late,my phone stil got ring even ady 2,if sleeping sure woke me up,hmm...
Afternoon went out wif Jeff,everything goes smoth lor,the traffic not dat bad,hehe,reach there find parking ady waste up sumtimes,den wan chose a plce for lunch,tis ait headache,coz hard to choose ma,at the end v went to 'Fish&co',not bad hor,the food there,so full...den watch movie 'confesion of pain' nice movie,i like it lor...afterdat had a Marble Cheese cake,actually wanted Lemon Cheese Cake de,but dun hav liao :( nvm lar...v share lor,i cant finish it nia...den he send me back le...Had a great time,thx Jeff for accompany me tis afternoon ^^
Actually lie to my parent hu i went out wif nia :P,my sis noe lor,she oso say dun tell i went out wif net fren lor unless i wan get 'KILL' buy her nagging n forbidden me go out for sumtimes or....dun wan risk even 0.0001%,i still trying convince my parent let me go P.Redang next yr June wif my skol frens nia...
At nite i din eat much,my house bbq,there is sum relative i din expect they here de,but dey came lor...i half way drag my sis go 2 small round of cycling,hehe,too full ma...my grandma ask wer is him,i told her v broke up liao,den my aunt got ask,my uncle ask,my cousin ask,dey tot i joke at 1st,tot he wil be here later =.="
Hmm...Tis the sad part 2day lor...my family remind me bout him nia...Juz one thing lor,even v not patching liao,atleast send me a birthday wish,wil dat harm???He din lor...but im ok wif it lar,i got so many frens wishes me,accompany me,especially my 3 gd fren,Dear n Jeff...Vin korkor oso got send me email wish me birthday.... Im gd without him,so dun think liao...

Honestly,i dun really miss him liao,i noe i doin fine le,juz sumtimes sumting remind me bout him oni,but wil juz for few mins abit upset den im gd...A new year,a new start,forgot those unpleasent,start a whole new life...Start the new life without him,wont be hard,maintain my relationship wif my frens(old frens or even new frens) and for sure wif dear lor...The most important thing sure is to study lar...Must graduate nia,dun care how many times i hav to fall down and get up,even under alot stress,still must go on...

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