Lonely wor~
yesterday study abit liao but 2day lazy again,haha...haiz...2molo analysize pass year question bah,maybe can gain sum confidence in my study bah...now start scare cant pass my exam le,haiz...mama tis few days din tok bout my msn issue liao wor,hmm...shld be ok le bah???felt sumting is changing lately...or is me thinking too much???anyway~even things change le...i shld be fine wif it bah,hav to wad if really liddat......actually felt abit lonely rite now....dunnoe y??or maybe i noe but i ignore it ne???abit scary for wad in my mind...
Elie drop by@ 2/28/2007
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Wad a New Year
2 days ago wen my mama noe i got chat wif 'strangers'(she tot i oni msn wif my sch frens nia),she gone mad,gav me a 'tok'...at 1st she tot i chat in 'chatroom' those like icq,scolded me like hell,i say is in msn,she abit blur how come msn oso i can tok to sum1 i dun really noe,den i tell her i noe sum frens frm game den i add fren de lor...den she blah blah blah...alots of stuff lar,i guess any1 of u can guess wad she said bah~mum ask me stop chatting wif sum1 i dunnoe lor...but...i dun care liao lar...juz move on wif my life,wad i wan to do,maybe i acting 'not guai',but,hmm,never really wanted to be a 'perfect gd kid'...too much!Hmm...i tot tis yr new yr break record liao de nia...noting really 'special' happen,everyting is fine....kind a if exclude the thing happen b4 new year...but at the end still there is sumting happen,the lecture frm my mum lor...last nite tok to whitney on phone,chat wif her for long,tell her bout tis 'tok' too...felt better after tok to her lo...whitney say 'how come ur mum every year on cny oso got sumting to lecture u de?' den oni i realise,she is rite...lolx...i oso dunnoe y,as long for wad i remember,every cny i sure get atleast 1 nite of 'tok',hmm...maybe next yr wont bah...haha...Later 'bai tian kong' not very sure wad time,juz wait for my parent call me lor... Standing infront the slipt road...which decision should i make?One may look save...but is that the correct path?Another look dangerous...will things end up well?The path of my life...will end with happiness or sorrow?Whatever the choice i make...i know i will never be alone...even when things turn out badly.....
Elie drop by@ 2/25/2007
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suddenly so quiet
Tha plan for 2day suppose to visit my best fren,whitney,sc and lm de...but sc say her mum suddenly wan go visit her grandma,so the 4 pretty gal gathering hav to convert to other day liao lor...tot dear 2day got work de nia,din noe he 2day off,so woke up liao,go watch tv le till he msg me,ask me got use msn or not oni i noe he off lor...so anyhow eat sumting den on9 le...chat wif dear till 12.30 bah...got send him sum photo i took recently...afterdat i follow dad send my cousin to the station,try recognize the road lor...but i kind a dreaming half way,bluek...afterdat went to bank,transfer money frm my account to daddy account lor...ard 3 reach home,i went to hav a nap,haha...kind a boring....at nite 1 of my uncle come to my hse....the youngest cousin,dun wan eat,haiz...he always liddat de...later my dad cook noodle for him...hmm....sumtimes really make me think dat my parent not oni hav 3 children nia....haha....my parent treat my cousin(mother side) like own child,but sum of them oni lar...hmm...waiting for time to past by lor...msg dear 1st,c ard wad time he will on9 lor...ard 11 got com to use le,so here blogging lor...suddenly felt abit quiet in my hse,since cousin is gone le,not much ppl at home... tu ran fa xian,yuan lai you xie shi bu shi yao wang jiu neng wang ji...bi jing wo men ceng zai yi qi yi duan shi jian,ni he wo jia ren ceng you xie hu dong,you xie ji yi li,you xie shi qing,hui you ni de ying zhi ba...suo yi you shi liao qi mou xie shi,hui xiang qi na shi ni yie zai...tu ran fa xian,bu ke neng wan quan ba ni shan chu diao...bu guo,ye fa xian,zi ji dui ni bu zai ru chi zai hu le,dan hai shi hui tao pi liao qi ni,wei he ne?huo shu hao shi you dian dian de xin tong,yi dian dian de bu gan xin ba...
Elie drop by@ 2/22/2007
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bai nian
1st and 2nd day,1 of my uncle din come to my hse,my bro best frenz(cousin) not here,my bro sumting wrong liao,really!!!my cousin say he 'shi xin feng' like ppl heartbroken liddat,lolx...he did look so,u noe,he nvr been so quiet so weirdo b4,really goin crazy liddat but last nite(the 3rd day) dey came le,so he ok liao...Yesterday woke up early,coz go 'bai nian' wif frenz...ard 10.40 me reach yen hse,i was early,waited for 1 hour for the other to gather...v gamble awhile lor(half way saw a police car pass by,summore stop awhile,v quickly keep the money and so,lucky police nvr catch lar,haha,if not will i be here blogging??bluek...)ard 1pm,call a fren,ask whether can go her hse le(dey having lunch)den went there,gamble again,haha,but tis time i play few game oni,the rest i juz watch plus watch my fren cousin play ps2(dunnoe wad game) ard 3.30pm went to Mamak store eat lunch 1st den go to the next destination,omg,got abit raining le,one of my fren nid to go back le,coz 5pm she nid go to her aunt hse,so she say bye bye liao lor...at the 3rd hse i nvr gamble liao so as the 4th hse den is my hse le...b4 my hse anther 2 fren went back oso le,dat time ady ard 7pm lor...at my hse i got gamble lor..sigh..lose rm10+...ard 8 my fren go home le...my hse alot relative come o.0 dunnoe y last nite so many ppl come,almost full hse...den later so boring,dunnoe do wad...me and my cousin chat chat lor...my cousin 'shi luan' she broke up wif her bf liao...chat awhile she say dun stay at the room liao,she goin crazy wor...dat time she keep sms wif a fren...dat fren say she crazy de,abnormal...i say dats true,she 'bu zhen chang',she wanted to hit me,but i cont say myself oso 'bu zhen chang' den she laugh lor...haha....later dat nite my relative went home le,i was still chatting wif my cousin,keep saying normal abnormal things...my parent come in my room,tok to us lor...ask bout my cousin study and sumting else lar...tok awhile mum say change to her room wor,so go there lor...tok tok half way dad read palm again,swt.....her palm not like normall ppl de,hmm,atleast nvr see tis kind of palm b4,as for my frenz oso nobody hav tis kind of palm...den my mum say she not a normal person,den my cousin say juz now i say she abnormal de and i oso say myself not normal de,crazy fela...my mum say ya wor,me abnormal thinker...she say none off my cousin,sis or bro think of study law,im the only one,weirdo...lolx...den dunnoe how tok bout my bio clas last time,those experiment,den dunnoe anyhow my cousin say my fren so weird,so i tell her i nvr told her my frenz normal de ma,haha...ok stop nrmal and abnormal liao,me oso dunnoe wad i toking le,haha,blur liao,juz one conclusion,v all crazy fela lar,lolx...my dad say my cousin is those quiet person,can stay in office de,so if she want study account shld be ok,she can take the boringness bah...so i ask how bout me lar...my mum say,me wont be the type dat can stay still in the office oni,i look like those quiet type,but inside i will like wanted to do sumting more liddat...she ask me dun think much,dun think of want to change course and so,stick on wad i doin wor...den i ask how bout my sis,mum say still cant noe much,but for now she quite like me lor...as for my bro ar,my parent say he wont be those quiet fela lar...can c since he is young...ard 3 oni v slp...2day will be at home oni de lar...dear dear msg me ard 10.30(haven wake up de)i tot i wil slp back,so i replay back tell him mis call me b4 he on9 lor...but after repaly his msg liao,me cant slp le,so wake up lor...now dear waiting for me in msn,so tata...
Elie drop by@ 2/21/2007
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eve and 1st day of cny
Yesterday is CNY eve...dear morning still hav to work,he tld me his train is at 7pm wor,goin back to lipis...morning i do 'fashion show' wif my cousin,haha,juz trying to decide wad to wear dat nite and the following days lor....afternoon went to nap...mum nag us to nap,coz nid to stay late at nite ma...ard 4 woke up start prepare liao...sms dear 1st,ask him becareful lor...den take bath,change cloth,haha,me so geng,still got enuf time to put nail polish,summore help my mum and cousin to do nail polish,but abit rush lor....dad asking wer is the camera,he cant find it but later got it lar...v tok sum pic b4 go to my uncle hse....dear call me wen i in the car,on the way to my uncle hse,but i din tok much,coz busy test msging to my dad,remind him take sumting(both my mum and dad separate car ma,big family,haha)reached there,still got others nt yet here,hav to wait,so hungry lia leh,sob...dad ask us play card,chor da di,i win the mst,hehe...later ppl are here liao,so hav dinner den play card wif my sis and cousin again...omg,my glass of red wine drop on floor(my sis lor) lucky din get hurt lor....so bore,keep watching TV oni lor,till late nite...mum call,say goin back le,oh my,samuel leg got cut,the glass,my sis felt so guilty coz she drop the glass de ma...but lucky he is ok...later went home,my 'da mu zhi' very pain,dunnoe y T_T really hurt leh...Another cousin will be staying at our hse for few days too,wen she still at the living room,3 of us lock the door,hide sumting lor...hide wad ar??hmm...guess lor......Morning mum nag us wake up,zzz,stil sleepy leh....change cloth liao,hav breakfast den get ang pau lor...hehe...but not much lar,not many relative on my mum side,dad side nvr go back hometwn liao ma,so for yrs new year nvr get ang pau frm them liao...so sianx,nothing to do,is weird if study on new year,ppl r here ma,bluek,juz an excuse,my uncle ask bout my study lor and stuff...wait 2molo my da jie and my other little prince and princess come my hse,i wan take pic wif them,hehe,haven take any last nite ma...now dunnoe do wad,haiz...cant sms wif dear oso....
Elie drop by@ 2/18/2007
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Uncomfortable day
Tis morning woke up,not feeling very well ady...guessing is dat time ady le bah...hmm...it is!!!argh!!!!woke up not long,had my breakfast,i lay on the bed again,until i fall asleep...later got phone call,my aunt call,ask me be at her hse half hour later,facial(my cousin job)...so wake up change lor...later my sis back le,ask her wan follow or not,she say yes,so wait for her den go to my aunt hse le...Samuel 2day gd mood o.0 ask for hug he give,haha...my cousin brought louis recent pic oso,omg,so CUTE~i ask for the photo to scan in com,my cousin dun let,sob,she say me take him as wad,advertisement ar,i say no lar,take him as my son,haha,den my cousin say y not u giv me ur dad den i giv u my son =.="ard 4 bah,went home...really pain lar T_T sms dear bout it,dear dear call me back,sound worry o.0 me shy shy tell wad really goin on wif me,but later he say he understand liao,hmm,dear really noe y i pain pain ar?? bluek....chit chat wif my sis,sms vin korr some more,juz mess ard wif him,haha,nag him faster marry,bluek....ard 6.30 take bath,hav dinner,ask my sis quick oso,dun keep laying there...she say later wan follow fetch my cousin ma....ard 7.30 v go out le...omg,the train delay,suppose reach 8pm de,but 9pm oni reached KL central...lucky my sis follow,atleast got sum1 tok to,but my waist so pain,sob,summore nid drive,very uncomfortable leh...reach home 10+ den start on9 lor...sigh...msn dun let me log in,after 1 hour still liddat,so i on wif my hotmail address lor,decided add contact wif tis address...but..nid email address(in the list wad) so i try on again wif yahoo email,eh,can le leh,so i copy those address den change to hotmail and add lor...so if next time yahoo cant use i log in hotmail,hehe...prefer using yahoo,bluek....
Elie drop by@ 2/14/2007
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remember to say I Love U to the one u care
WHEN U R ONLY 5 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U ASKED ME: WHAT IS IT?
WHEN U R 15 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U BLUSHED... U LOOK DOWN AND SMILE...
WHEN U R 20 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U PUT UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND HOLD MY HAND...
AFRAID THAT I MIGHT DISSAPEAR...
WHEN U R 25 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U PREPARE BREAKFAST AND SERVE IT IN FRONT OF ME,
AND KISS MY FORHEAD SAID: U BETTER BE QUICK, It's GONNA BE LATE~
WHEN U R 30 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U SAID: IF U REALLY LOVE ME, PLEASE COME BACK EARLY AFTER WORK.
WHEN U R 40 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U R CLEANING THE DINING TABLE AND SAID: OK DEAR,BUT IT'S TIME FOR U TO HELP OUR CHILD WITH HIS/HER REVISION...
WHEN U R 50 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U R KNITTING AND U LAUGH AT ME :-D
WHEN U R 60 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U SMILE AT ME :-)
WHEN U R 70 YRS OLD. I SAID I LOVE U.
WE SIT ON THE ROCK ING CHAIR WITH OUR GLASSES ON.
I'M READING YOUR LOVE LETTER THAT U SENT TO ME 50 YRS AGO...
WITH OUR HAND CROSSING TOGETHER...
WHEN U R 80 YRS OLD, U SAID U LOVE ME!
I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BUT CRIED ...
THAT DAY MUST BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!
BECAUSE U SAID U LOVE ME!!!
PLEASE APPRECIATE YOUR LOVED ONES.
SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO THEM TODAY!
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[i love you] means i'm really care of you ...
say it out but not to expect the return or anything ...
[i love you] is because there is a pure thoughts ...
that was hoping this magical 3 words ...
can bring you happiness and futurity....
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Wat's crossing ur mind after u see this?Think abt it whom u shld told
Elie drop by@ 2/13/2007
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ci ke de xin qing
hai pa shou shang de wo,mei zhi ge qu ai yu bei ai ba?
ying wei ai ta de tong shi,wo wu fa wan zhen de ai,
ai wo de ta,zhi hui man man de gan dao pi bei ba?
ke shi,sui ran hai pa qu ai,wo hai shi ke wang bei ai...
zai deng dai ai qing de shi hou,
ta shi ku de dan ye ke yi shi tian de,
dang deng dao ta de na ke,shi xing fu de,
dang deng bu dao de shi hou,na fen ruo kong shi xin suan de...
sui ran mei yi ci de xin suan hou,ji mo hui zhan ling wo de shi jie,
you shi hui tu ran jue de fang qi hui bi jiao hao...
ke shi wo hai shi bu yan juan de deng...
deng zhe na yi tian de dao lai,deng dao wo de ai qing....
deng zhe ni de wo,hui gan dao ji mo...
wo kai shi hai pa,wo hui jian jian geng bu gan ai ni,
wo de xin tai guo hai pa shi qu,tai guo hai pa bu an ding de gan qing,
bu an ding de xin qing,bu dong ni de xin shi fou hui yong yuan you zhe wo...
yan lei hui zai mei ci xiang dao ni shi liu xia,
dan ye zai tong shi wo de xin hui wei xiao...
bu que ding neng ai ni duo shao,bu zhi dao ni hui ai wo duo shao...
wo shi qu le fang xiang,i pai huai zai shi zi lu kou,
bu zhi dao shen me lu cai shi wo yao de,na yi tiao lu cai hui xing fu de...
he ni neng zou dao duo yuan,hui dao zhong dian ma?
wo ting liu zai yi ge xiang zi li,yi ge hei an de xiang zi li,
kan bu dao zi ji,kai bu dao qian fang...
yi ge ren,gu du de pai huai,mi wang,
yi ge ren duo zai an jiao,ku qi...
shui hui chu xian,zhao liang zhe ge kong jian?
na pa zhi shi na me de yi dian dian,ye yi jing zhu guo....
Elie drop by@ 2/13/2007
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Last nite chat wif lih choon and winsi,so long din chat wif them liao...slpt ard 2,morning 9 auto awake,cant slp le even my eye tire....my parent come back ard 10,say the car prob haven solve yet but change plug le,atleast not dat shiver compare to b4 lor...din hav lunch b4 sch,dunnoe y no app...Reached sch not long,Wayne come le,he say sry for dat day,and ask for my number,v tok while oni,he wan go liao,skip clas...he oso say later CNY come my house visit me,if can...later on,dad call me,say my grandma coming back frm Johor 2day,ask me wait for her after clas,pick her up....ard 2 clas Mr Rajan come in the clas le,he din nag bout the test day wor,oni ard 20 ppl attend dat day,half of the clas oso dun hav,lol...but he disturbute the test question to us lor,ask us try out...he summore did sumting he call 'planner',a list of the topic of the 4 subject wif 4 blank colume beside,for us to tick wen v studied dat topic,and another list is the yrs of exam paper and blank row below,for us to tick after finish a question...he say hope wif this planner,v will study and do question wor,if is blank hope wil make us panic,or sumting...got sum1 say,y not he print his own pic at the planner there,as background,lol,Mr Rajan say No,he scare later v work too hard seing his pic,later become negative effect,haha....ard 6 he giv break,me and my fren go le,i wan eat,very hungry,my fren very sleepy(me too) went to KFC hav my dinner,den wonder ard KL central,din c any cloth or bag or accessorie i like oso,haiz....saw alot couple summore,so sweet tog...So sianz,dat 1 hour +,and i so sleepy,almost wan find a place slp liao,haha,but cant lar,crazy meh...ard 8 my grandma arrived le...ask her y so sudden wan come back...she say her medicine finish le...summore is bcoz my aunt and my cousin having 'war'...got sum issue lor...xin tong,listen to dat...but cant really do anyting T_T2molo de clas 10-6 nia...sob...maybe wil go back half way bah...actually now dun feel like goin oso,hehe,but nid return my fren her book...i scare after CNY the book lost liao...hmm...dunnoe 2nite wad time dear reach home...no1 on9 now,so boring o.0
Elie drop by@ 2/10/2007
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Watched 2 movie one day,tiring o.0
Tis morning ard 7 woke up le,cant slp liao,so lay on the bed till 8 oni go prepare lor...reached brickfield ard 10,went to check whether PTPTN bank in le,bank in liao wor,told dad,dad say later make bankdraft withdraw the money,wan transfer it for the house loan wor,can save sum money,wadever lor,as long as dad wil hav money for me to pay next sem fees ok liao lor...afterdat went to midvalley,reached there not long dear sms le...he say sry for yesterday coz never replay my msg,he say he forgot his phone wor,no wonder lar...i bought a 11.45am show(happy birthday) den hav my breakfast at Mcdonald...Is a romance movie,kind a sad,i wanted to cry...1.45 show end le,i went to MPH,stay there for awhile,check up foreign language book,law book and chinese novel(those self-help series),bought 2 book,both is chinese novel,wanted to buy korean phrase book de,but 2nd thought better dun lar,sum of those work dun noe how to say oso,unless got sum1 teach,dun hav any1 ard me can teach oso...finish at mph,dunnoe wan do wad,dun feel like having coffee so went back to cinema there,bought a 3.30 show(house of mahjong)...got bout 1 hour til the show,walk ard awhile,sianx leh....so juz get a spot to wait for the time pass...ard 3 dear sms me,say he boring and say i naugthy din go for test,bluek...dun care lar...juz now morning wen having breakfast try to study summore,but cannot lar,dats y after the 1st movie i never think of goin for the test...tis house of mahjong so funny,whole time keep laughing...5.20 the show ended den i straight head to KTM station,6.30 got clas ma,lucky the train dunnid wait so long,i tot i hav to buy bread to clas liao de,but i reached KL central ard 6 so i went to hav chicken rice oni go clas...OMG,mr Joseph really can be story teller =.=" so many story,6.30 come in liao,tok sumting(erm cant rem wad liao,rubbish bah :P) ard 7 start teaching,but half way tell story liao,tok til a point he stopped,coz his phone rang,finish on phone v tot he wil continue wif the tutorial notes,but he say he haven finish the story,LOL,every1 '3 line' liao(sweet)...ard 7.40 he giv break,my fren say wan go home,so i call my dad c wer is he,so lucky,daddy ady reach my sch,so bye bye Sir,haha...really lar...frm 1st day in his clas till now ar,none of a clas no tell story de,haiz....daddy tok bout buying an apartment,those not exp de,ard 120k de,for 3 of us de wor,coz the house rate keep increasing,my parent scare later the time v wan buy house will be very tough for us,so better get 1 for us now,atleast can help abit,liddat wor...dad ask me keep alert if there is any new launching...b4 reach home,went to Les toast,buy bread,buy so many summore got free bread...8.45 reached home,mum say tis and dat,making fun of me,zzz....ard 9.30 oni i go take bath...and now me here blogging lor...hope 2nite can tok to dear,ady 2 day din msn wif him le,really miss him....
Elie drop by@ 2/08/2007
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add math =S
Tis morning dear dear din msg me wor...dunnoe y de...nvm lar....i on com,want to scan sumting,den started chat wif SC liao...hehe...tok wif her til her lunch time...LM msg me,ask me whether i still remember add math(differentiation and intergration) or whether my dad know,she say her bf got exam 2molo,nid help,b4 tis is one of our fren teaching him de but coincidently he very busy dats y LM ask me lor...so i call my dad,my dad say shld be ok lor....den LM say she wil be here ard 8 lar...later i go check out the topic,c how de,omg,dun remember liao...2molo got test wor,sigh,so lazy to study leh,i called my fren she say she oso lazy to go for the test liao,so i thk i oso dissapear for the test bah,haha...i got study awhile lar,but alots dun understand,dunnoe wad it is...haiz....cannot memorize lar,mind stuck...went to nap lor...ard 7 dad home,i keep chase him go bath and hav dinner,haha...8+ my fren and her bf is here...my fren and i juz sit there accompany lor...but my fren 2molo oso got exam,so she oso brought her book to study,me got take my notes to read lar,but read crayon shin chan half way,bluek,LM brought it here de...try to memorize but yet still dun remember lar...hmm...2molo mostly spent my time at Midvalley till evening clas bah,i thk...nid go out early summore,coz dad cant come back at afternoon fetch me...last nite nvr chat wif dear dear oso,but he got call me,however i was doin sumting so i din tok much oso,summore got abit sleepy,blur blur de :P miss dear dear o.0
Elie drop by@ 2/07/2007
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Weekly Test T_T
Yesterday morning mum woke me up,ask me send her to shopping center,coz i nid car later to clas ma...so hav to wake up lor,still sleepy T_T Sir nagging for assignment,lucky i got did 1 lor...but half the clas din lor...hmm...den he say wan giv time test,sob,next thu got test nia...He say will hav test everyweek wor,OMG,i din study nia....Evidence and Land law might still able to pull off but the other 2 subject,hmm,dunnoe ler....hehe...maybe juz dissappear for the test,haha....Summore got a new security guy here o.O sir day if he ask for student id must show wor,and blah blah blah...i never go make my student id ler...hmm...c wait later(maybe after CNY)i tell them i lost it and make lor...bluek...Tis morning my fren say she not feeling well so not goin to clas le...alone...ard break time met up wif puspa,consuelo and vijay...chat wif puspa awhile lor....the clas end half hour late 2day....hmm...actually i dreaming away quite alots,dun even wer he stop lor...boring and hungry....later after clas i bought alot of junk food,haha,den oni i went home...had a nap....den watch TV,my sis got porb wif her add maths,mum ask me try help her but i tried and i cant do it either,haiz...old liao,forgetfull.....nid start study nia...summore CNY is coming,festival mood ler....sure i can concentrate or not ne???Gambateh bah...hmm...next week test...wan attend or not ne???bluek...........now waiting for dear on9...miss dear dear o.O
Elie drop by@ 2/04/2007
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I bless the day I found you I want to stay around you And so I beg you Let it be me Don't take this heaven from one If you must cling to someone Now and forever Let it be me Each time we meet love I find complete love Without your sweet love What would life be So never leave me lonely Tell me you love me only And that you'll always Let it be me
'Let it be me' by Elvis Presley
Elie drop by@ 2/02/2007
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