What is this feeling?
Really, I can't tell what is this feeling.
Our discussion going on intensively, we made a schedule and trying our best to stick with it. When I just reading the notes alone, I think is still okay but when discussing, my friend continuously trying out to approach a question, I felt so unsafe, I need more time to get this done but the same time I could think about the framework, even not in detail but roughly a skeleton answer for the question. However, I still feel that's not good enough. Maybe I shouldn't continue to follow my pace but to attempt question like my friend. If I do that, will I have enough time to memorise the substance? What to do?What to be done?I doing good enough?Should I change?Will what I did sufficient enough for me to get through this exam?Hack it.
My friend said something today; we been having exam for half year. Indeed is true if we count from the start of the coursework. From that day start, we been dragging ourself to get this done and get that finish. To make sure everything in time, everything is running well. Study, coursework, revision, exam and ancillary stuff.
I feel tire from all this, thought of continue study something after this degree while working but I guess I need a break before another begin. I need a break now but I can't let myself to at this moment, I felt so guilty after I spent the time for something other than study. I guess after the exam is over, I got to relax myself, set myself free. Like my friend says 'Die once and then come back and start all over again.'
Elie drop by@ 5/18/2009 0 comments
Last month for the 'battle'??
Time does fly by very fast, it is May now. My friends and I busy with our coursework (final round? - hopefully do not need to resit) and we are on the way preparing ourself for the coming exam at the end of this month. After this, the battle to hunt a job will start - hope it will went smooth.
Now, I'm sitting at OldTown, Center Point. Waiting for myself to finish their coursework (mine? - waiting for a friend to amend and comment, she said she will pass it to me tomorrow). Feeling tire and I'm sleepy.
Oh yeah.. Last night I went to my school friend gathering - BBQ. A few of them I had not meet for years. The three guy went to New Zealand work -pick apple, I did not ask how long they been there. We watch some of the photo, is late I had to go, so did not finish it.
Elie drop by@ 5/03/2009 0 comments