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Sunday

Not really that busy for last few days,abit lazy but still got study de lar...juz tis week got play game,the time spent more then last 2 weeks lo...hmm...the Heroonline game,really get bore liao,tis game not cute ma,n not dat challenging oso,wan challenge can,go fight high lv mobs lar,but sure easy get kill den lost exp,no 1 wil be tis stupid bring the char to suicide de lar...erm..i did bring my ms char to suicide last time,coz dat time bad mood no place to release ma...My preparation is almost done lo...left Public law still got sum work to do,til now stil thinking whether wan to study the topic of human rights lor...tis topic not easy to be study well,i probably wil leave it out...preparation works done,is time to memorize lo,i noe memorizing is not the best way but tis is the way for me to get through lar...hmm...er...dunnoe wad to say liao,my mind too blank,tire liao,tis few days din get enuf slp...erm...maybe next time i got stuff to share,but not 2day,so tata...

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Tuesday

My bro dl a new game,heroonline,so i create 1 char under my sis id try play lor...erm...ok ok oni lar,this game...easy to get lost,hehe...me lack of direction ma...tis morning play awhile more,want to train it to lv 20 den ride horse c how de, :P but i think i dun hav the patience to train it until lv 20 + i no time for tis ma...wait my bro play his one den i noe lor...ard noon starting preparing for skol & hav brunch...Hand up my continuation registration form 1st oni i go to the clas...later my fren here,puspa,she told me Mr Jothi juz cal her,say UOL permit her to sit for the Oct exam,so now she is the one thinking lo...i lend her the contract law question,she lend me the CLR notes,so 2molo goin to skol again liao...actually i go to skol suppose to attend the extra clas for Part 1 de,but at the end i go home liao after the intermediate clas...wen i reach the bus stop,a guy there,he in the intermediate clas de lar,he ask me lar wer i live,i say puchong,den he say he too live there,same time he told me the bus is here,hmm,i never now this bus can reach de,now i noe another bus can go home liao,good...sat with him on the bus,v were chatting all along the way,wen reach the bus stop at IOI mall,cal my mum as she told me to cal wen reach c whether she back liao ma,so can drive me home,but she not,dad i not able to contact him,dat guy coincidently juz live at the next area of mine,so v walk 2gather till my area shop lot there oni lo,chatting alot,hmm,v din really stop talking lo...actually i noe he noe chinese de,heard him tok to others with cantonis,i thk he noe i can speak chinese oso,but dun noe y v still using english lar...is been a habit for me,tok to the ppl in BAC with english...Wen v walking,is raining abit liao,so got get wet abit lor...Hmm,dats all bah...tata...

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Sunday

Small accident

A bad day for me,had a small car accident,really not serious de lar...i was drving to skol dat time,din really saw the traffic light turn red ady,so never had enuf time to break lor,dats y kiss ppl car a bit liao,as i said not serious lar...dat uncle want to report police de but after dat he say leave contact later pay lor...So i write him my contact number & add lor,he left his phone number oso lar,coincidently he oso live in the same area...den i go skol liao,along the way feeling a bit weird weird liao,couldnt really drive well liao...reached college i cal my bf 1st,coz he noe car better ma,ask him if pay bout how much lor...den cal daddy,told him bout the accident lar...i tell daddy i dun dare drive back home wor...after 1 mins mum cal ask me whether im ok,i say stil bit scare lar,but im fine lor...

So start my clas lo,as usual...ard 12 noon bah,dad msg me,told me he my mum will come to my college lar,so i dun nid to drive home lor...Better for me liddat,i haven totally able to calm down lar...1st time kiss ppl car mah,sure scare de lor...den ard 5.30,dat uncle's son(dat his son car) come to my house,ask lo...whether we wan send the car to the workshop we noe/he send us a bill lar...He told us dat is company car lar,so dad ask which workshop he wil send to lar,ask him left the workshop contact & add,he ask sum1 send the spare part(the bumper) to the particular workshop,since my dad's client 99% doin spare part business ma...

So now is confirm wont report police lar,im relieve abit liao,this money matter daddy wil solve it,i dun nid think bout it lo...actually i feel like paying for it lar,i got save sum money oso wad,but den think again,i pay for it now,later wen i nid money oso ask frm daddy,so wad for?still the same lar...must y daddy settle it...we left my dad's contact number to him liao,so frm now on anything he contact daddy liao...Mum still worry whether i really are ok lor,scare im still in the 'shock' emotion gua...At nite mum say go out hav dinner lar,i choose,let me happy abit,calm me down,even ask me nid buy anything 'bu ping' or not...swt...juz come back frm home lar...eat so full...but dun noe y now abit dizzy,stomach oso abit weird weird de b4 went out for dinner...2nite wont stay very late liao bah,i thk...

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Saturday

Hmm...erm...actually dun really noe wad to write,coz im tire,my mind dun really functionning well now...Wad i noe for now is i got homework to do,read 2 case law,dats make me lazy,coz this report is so long n those word there is so bore & confusing...wan to die reading it, =P

Hmm...actually i dun really wan to prepare those work for the lecture clas im havin now,wan to done with my referral 1st...Contract law still nid do assignment to Ms Meera,she insist it,so hav to,dats good oso,as a training lo...Criminal law i dun thk i will do any writting,juz memorize bah...For Public law,there is 2 topic i nid write myself,others May Lyn notes is gd enuf,i thk so lo,den Lih Choon assignment lor...wen i get it,my Public law preparation is done,n for CLR,oso waiting to get notes frm a fren,den make sum reference n so,is done...In another week/2 i wil be finish with my preparation n start memorize le...

Juz now driving home,after i bought my dinner,on the road,i saw a car at behind,not very near,got a feeling dat is my family,wad u noe,it is,i reached home park the car,2 mins later dey here too,bro shouting my name,sis ask y i drive so fast...sure fast lar...im tire n hungry...want to eat as soon as i can ma...hehe...beside,felt a bit sleepy liao,better reach home faster lo,start dreaming abit liao...Haiz...2molo tutorial homework,printed it le,but really no mood to read it lar...later chat awhile with dear n the new guy i noe frm pangya den i go slp lo...not playing any game de lar...after dat chat awhile on phone with my bf...so,dats all,bye...

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Thursday

Tuesday dat day i did went back to skol de,for CLR clas,reached there ard 9.30,waited til 10.30,i found out the clas is cancelled,tot want to find Ms Meera for my assignment dat i pass up,she not here so call her lor...argh...she not coming so i went home,wasted my time to go college,haiz...reached home,sian liao,so go to hav a nap,woke up 2pm liddat go watch TV le,n mess ard with my sis,hehe...received a cal frm bank,told me the cheque is ready(refund of the cancelled bankdraft)...

Wednesday,i noe the Public Law clas is cancelled,replace by CLR but dun fell like goin le,i oso noe there is a criminal clas at nite,but i haven done any works on it,so din bother to attend lo...tot of play a game of pangya den dad cal,ask me whether the bank had cal,i forgot tell dad last nite,i told him i got receive a cal,so dad say he coming home ask me prepare to go bank,went there, get the cheque, come home,copy my bank acc no for my dad,dad go bank in to my acc,n i thk he wil withdraw bank oso to bank in his acc...

im at home,bore copying notes frm fren,so on9,want on ms,but dear training my char so wanted to on my sis de,found out she changed password liao,so on my bro de lor,tok to dear n hav his char password,i on it,OMG,i forgot to modify the key configuration 1st,drop on the mobs den die liao,sob sob...but dear say is ok,i train awhile den off9,chat with dear on msn,while busy looking at the notes of my fren,May Lyn notes...den mum cal,ask our email address,den mum say she created msn id,wan add us,dat time me n my sis on pangya le,wan play one game oni,so busy with the phone n msn n therefore our pangya not play so well liao,wanted to hav a record,bcoz busy with sumting else could not concentrate n so,fly away my record...

At nite,my fren Lih Choon msg me,say she pass her notes to her bro liao,ask me contact him wen i free to go collect n so on lor...she goin off to manchester liao,few hours later,dats y v din chat much lor...my bf was here while i busy msging n watching CSI,b4 he went home,he ask me hu i was toking to lor...den he show me a msg his cousin send him,is a quiz liddat,ask me choose a number,den read the answer...LOL,the number i chose,come out wiht the answer im '?????',my bf one is '???????',means im a unfaithful lover n he very desperate for love...Nonsense!!!Hu wil believe tis lar...im not dat kind of person de lar...

2day not goin back to skol oso,wanted to try out criminal law assignment lor,read the question liao,thought of the answer liao,den i check with the examination report,hmm,the answer on my mind is there lor...not sure im goin to write it out or not lar,dun noe find hu mark lar,my criminal lecturer went to London le,left MS Puspa,i dun noe her de,paiseh lar want go ask her mark,maybe dun want lar,btw,i passed my criminal law wad,if i produce the same method i thk the referral wil be fine bah...should be...hmm,contract oso dat day on the phone with MS Meera,she ask me whether i write liddat on exam or not?actually im not very sure lar,but kind off lor,she say if so i should had pass de wor...hehe...dun noe lar...so dats mean i do the way like my assignment should hav no problem liao lor...but Ms Meera say she got few points to remind me lar,so sat/sun nid to find her...

now left with my CLR & Public Law,my fren say the example answer of CLR,should be fine liao,i memorise dat should b ok,last time i memorise dat oso lar,but i become forgetfull wen exam,dats y i din pass it,but im lack of confidence oni memorise the same thing lor,even May Lyn convince me dat should b enuf,haiz...Public Law May Lyn lend me her notes,read half of it le,not bad...if the topic i hav here wil be out during exam den should b fine liao...However,i ask for assignment Lih Choon did lar,juz the probs now is how to meet her bro oni,den i got summore resource,den everything should be juz fine...Hehe...except for criminal n contract law,CLR im using lecturer example answer,but i did add in in4 de wor(juz not much lor),Public law now using my fren de,im kind a lazy punk hor?aiyah,everytime i want study myse,lf for Public law i dun hav the mood liao...hate tis subject lar... =P

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Saturday

my 1st day with law of trust!tot it wont be so stress up or so compact wit information!

but...the 1st day of the clas,is not that relax...Lecturer quite funny guy lar...juz for tis subject matter is quite confusing...we oni hav 5 weeks of our law of trust lecture,so v hav to use the time wisely,n therefore a week v nid to finish up 4 chapter coz v hav 19 chapter for tis subject...

notes is given to us,but he(Mr Tan) do not rely on it,he using the subject guide as a guidance for his lecture...if u follow wads in the notes given,u wont be able to find where actually are v...im so blur,wen he say v ady on chapter 3!!!OMG,so fast,n im like 'i noe noting'!

Haiz......dun care so much lar,at tis point i oni attend for the clas but i wont actually start up my study for tis subject 1st...bcoz,i still got my intermediate referral to worry about,it is better for me to deal with the referral 1st...den,wen after the Oct exam,i wil start my work on Part 1,dat time law of trust lecture is ended,i wil nid to do alots of work to catch up with others...

tis is tough,bu my fren,hu had pass inter,she say she wil help me all possible she can if i need...lucky me,can get help frm fren after tis for my part 1...im exhauted,u noe,oni a week,travelling back to skol for those forms,clas,finding lecturer,do assignment...

im scare i couldnt take it any longer,im worry i wil fail again...

Lost of confidence!!!is not easy to build it again.......

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Wednesday

Busy Day

Wad a busy day!!! alot of thing nid to do...
BUMIPUTERA COMMERCE BANK---create an acount(PTPTN Loan oni approve tis bank account)
PESURUHAN SUMPAH---nid sum1 approve the PTPTN Loan form
MAYBANK---buy bank draft for both continuetion registration & referral on tis Oct
STORE---photostat doc for PTPTN Loan

After done tis in the morning,went to skol le...meet MR Jothi
*Continuetion registration form he oni handle it after tis week,so dun nid hand up to him 1st
*Referral for Oct form,ask him bout those stuff i dun noe wad to fill up
*Found out i bought a wrong bank draft for the referral form

wanted to fins Ms Susie,the person incharge for PTPTN Loan form,but she went out for lunch le,so i go to clas lor...chat with sum frens there,tok bout wad subject failed,wad happen,wad is the plan now,n stuff lor...2.10pm,Dr Anand come in the clas,clas started,bout 1 hour break time,so go see Ms Susie again
*those doc need insert with the PTPTN Loan form always nid approve by the PESURUHAN SUMPAH/sum1 else which mention there,sum wer tiny little 'attention' for us to take note of.

Go back to the clas,finish ard 5.30,confirmed with Ms Meera to hav revision for contract law 2molo morning.SOB,2molo stil nid to go bank cancel n buy bank draft,go get my doc approve b4 i go to skol...Haiz...Sum more Dad cal his customer's fren,find out Subang Golf Club there got tuition clas for Law,the person told dad 2molo got clas,6.30pm,dad ask me go try it out,so 2molo wil be tiring lor...
*morning-revision with Ms Meera
*afternoon-clas for Public law
*night-tuition clas sum wer in Subang Golf Club
Besides classes stil nid settle my referral form,PTPTN Loan form....Now,2nite i nid to rewrite notes frm 2day clas n get prepare for 2molo revision(read through & atleast do 1 assignment bah)but the most important thing to do 1st is look through those pass year question for COntract & Criminal Law 1st lor,after dat oni i start with CLR den Public law...so nid to do my work liao,tata...

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Tuesday

Hmm...i wrote my blog juz now liao de,juz finish it,my dad ask me go to his room lor...b4 im there i ady hav a feeling is bout my resit things...dad start with--wad subject u failed?

n den mum join,had a long discusion...both,mum n dad think i should resit tis year,i dun really hav the confidence,u noe,is so tough...den mum say,i should try my luck for Oct,if failed oso next year may lor,atleast u tried,not straight forward wait for next year...if i pass on tis Oct,den gd lor,do my Part 1 exam next year,if Part 1 dat time fail it,resit next year lar...atleast at tis point,im not wasting time to repeat intermediate,Part 1 is hard,if next year failed den resit the following year,so is repeating part 1,should be able to do it liao de...actually mum got her point,for intermediate,i dun really hav prob for 2 subject,for now i juz nid to make sure whether there is any update for it,den i oni left to do some assignment & start memorizing,tis wont take me alot of time...juz for CLR,im not really sure the notes i hav is enuf,i stil not sure should seek for whoes help,the problems is my Public law,i hav 0% of confidence to pass it,dun ask me how i pass it b4 tis...dad told me she got a customer hav a lawyer fren,got giv tuition de,maybe i can try to get help frm he/she...not sure yet,coz now so late liao,dad 2molo oni contact again...so now,im doin my resit tis Oct,ard 50 days more to study,& i hav my part 1 to cope with...i wil die.hehe,jk jk...but is really goin to be hell!!! No choice,hu ask me take tis course?no 1 but myself...

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1st day of my 2ns yr LLB Intermediate clas(=P),decided not to take the referral tis year Oct,play safe better mah,actually is play safe for Part 1 lor,by the time finish Oct referral,Part 1 clas if ady half way done.hard to catch up with others,therefore hard to score B(must score B de)...bout tis decision,mum juz noe wen im here writting my blog de,she noe i goin to delay one yr for my study,i thk mum abit upset or wad,not sure,she oni ask dad y he dun go ask bout the referal with me dat day,sumting liddat,haiz...honestly lar,i realy dun noe wad happen de,y i failed,i swear!!i study hard for dat 2 subject i failed de,but my bf not really believe me,my parent i dun noe,dey nvr tok much bout my study with me,so i dun say much oso de...

ok lar,back to my clas for 2day...wen i was there i saw a gal kind a familiar,she in the clas with me last time oso,she failed her Criminal law & Public law,decided to resit next year oso lor.....den later saw a guy walk in to the clas,wad a suprise!is Muthiah n behind him is Nalini(his bestfren),Muthiah is my coursemate for A-level oso de,coincidently v 2 do LLB in BAC ( last yr i oni notice him after 2 weeks,hehe) He failed Criminal law & Public law oso,he two hav the option to sit for Oct referral,but make same decision as me lor...Later on,not really a suprise wen c him,Bartholomeow,he always fool around in the clas de,but his decision make me shock,he doin Oct referal,4 paper...wer he find the confidence & brave heart to risk?even safe for inter,Part 1 exam wil be,erm,if inter exam is like 'hell',part 1 exam is 4 times 'hell',suffer leh...

After the clas over i met another fren,Nisa,she failed 3 subject lor,but she change to part time course le,she givin home tuition,no time for clas in weekdays...hehe...i was shock n suprise seing sum of the ppl i noe with me,at the same time,dey were shock n suprise to c me too...the 1st reaction on our face is,wad?y r u here?wad happen?usual lar,last time wen im in contract clas,Ms Meera always say im gd student de,always mention im in the categories she dun nid to worry bout,but im repeating my inter,no wonder most of them so suprise...aiyah...who care bout wad happen liao,the important thing is wad goin to happen next lor...stil thinking bout my mum feelings lor,im repeating,dad is fine,i think,haiz..dun wan think so much liao...

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Monday

Woke up early 2day coz nid to go back to BAC,get PTPTN Loan form and ask bout my following payment n stuff...Wen i tok to Mr Jothi bout those payment,Dr Anand(my Public Law lecturer is there oso,i told dem im stil thinking whether i should resit on Oct/next yr,dey both not agreed if i resit tis oct,coz is too rush,i wil nid to prepare for my resit n start prepare for my Part 1 exam,which is more diff den wad i had for intermediate...Beside Part 1 must atleast get an B in order to complete LLB course...He say i dun really nid to put myself under tis kind of presure...even i do get through my inter for Oct,he think i wil face alot of trouble to deal with my Part 1 exam...Dr Anand oso did give some opinion & suggestion to Mr Jothi,he ask him whether i could switch to Scheme B now so i oni sit for 3 paper next yr,he oso ask whether i could sit for the referral tis Oct but dun sit for part 1 exam next yr,oni do it for the following yr...Mr Jothi told him tis option is not really possible lor...so dey both try to convince me to do it next yr,Mr Jothi even say im so young,the time i graduate i can get marry liao,oni ard the age of 25 wad,y so rush wor...haha...afterdat i ask him bout those fees i nid to pay to do next yr,he tell me the continuetion fees is 238 paun,a guy came in,BAC staff lo,tell him should b 235 paun,but Mr Jothi din believe,Dr Anand ask me if i have the continuetion letter with me now,i do hav it and the answer is 235 paun,dat guy b4 he left,he say he should hav bet with Mr Jothi,LOLx...after ask for the PTPTN Loan form frm Mr Jothi i went home by cab(cost me RM15) start making up my mind to resit for next yr liao...

Hav a change den on9 liao,while saving some song into my mp3 i hav my brunch,i saw dear on9,wan tok to him but he din reply so i go play pangya...not long later dear msg me...same time my fren,May Lyn(she pass her exam le) msg me,told me she goin to be alone for Part 1,coz the other 2 of my fren oso same with me,failed 2 paper,another fren who was sick wen exam time,oso goin to sit for the exam next yr oni,so she left alone le....dear msg me told me he using com le,so after i finish the tournement i log off pangya le,go chat with him lor...dear told me he very happy,he got a 'stead' le,she elder den him 2 yrs...last time he say he oni want to be with sum1 the most 3 yrs younger den him or same age,not including elder de,but tis gal elder wor,is liddat de lor,yuan fen,wen u like sum1,u like sum1,u cant really control how s/he looks like,age n so on...v chat awhile liao den dear say he go train my cler1cg4l,n i start filling up the PTPTN Loan form,hmm,some in4 i dun noe,nid ask Mr Jothi,sum bout my parent de,dun noe oso,nid wait for daddt n mummy...my sis playing pangya,dun feel like do other thing so join her for a game lo...afterdat dad home,giv him use the com n i go check out my timetable,wah 2molo start clas lor...TUE-FRI got clas,Sat wil go join other intake clas for Criminal Law lecture(my fren say dat lecturer is better den the last time wan)fortunately got a diff lecture clas for tis subject,if not,my intake having the same lecturer i use to hav,n i dun go to his clas since,erm,since long long time ago...i think i attend his clas for bout 3 months oni bah...Take note,i pass his subject with good marks o.0 hehe...ok lor...hav dinner liao,rest awhile,on9 again,check sumting on web for PTPTN thing den now write blog lor...later play 1 game for pangya den go watch Numb3r le n look awhile for Public law notes bah(maybe) hehe...really no interest for tis subject,cant help it...

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Sunday

Wad decision should i make?

Had a lot of thinking tis 2 days,im stil not sure whether I really can ‘cope with it’ if I resit on end of October…I was wondering if I really must resit for all 4 paper,so I called Ms Meera,she din answer the phone,I decided to send her a msg,with hope she can reply me a.s.a.p,dun noe y,wan an answer soon…but I din get it on dat nite,the day I received my result,dats y I had some difficulties to fall asleep,chat with my bf til he tire liao…but after tok to him felt bit better lor,however the probs I having is not solve yet lor…

Next morning my phone out of battery,so I left it in my room to charge n I go ‘unpack’ my notes,used some time with it to refer back awhile those notes,juz go through
a bit c got any notes missing or not…later I call my fren(she passed her exam liao,gd for her) dat time I saw a mis cal,is frm Ms Meera(I dun noe is her at 1st,after tok to my fren,she tell me Ms Meera trying to reach me oni I noe is her)…v tok awhile,start the conversation with her care,worry dat im stil sad/depress,she so kind ,funny,my bf din even ask whether im fine,wen v chat I was so quite,he even ask me y I dun tok much dat nite,maybe he think I dun care dat much bah?coz I was kind a, a nit relax last time wen exam(dats oni for wen study criminal law n public law), he din really notice how moddy I am wen I was with my contract law…Ms Meera said I must resit 4 paper,tis the rule of UOL(University of London),she say im lucky to be able to sit it on tis October,coz I failed my paper with the marks nearly pass…I told her I dun hav confidence with Public law n Common law paper liao,told her im a bit blank for tis 2 paper,she said she wil make the lecture sit with me one by one to help me…I dun noe,im not sure whether I hav enuf time to make myself understand Public Law,so I told Ms Meera I stil not sure want to resit wen lor…She really do trust me I hav the ability bah,coz she keep convince me to take it tis October…I really scare to let her down again le…

At nite,mum want to hav a tok with us,is not a big deal lar,wad she want to tell is almost the same like last time de,juz tis time my sis with us oso…den dun noe y oso,v start looking at the book for ‘mian xiang & shou xiang’…ard 2.30 oni v all went to slp…my dad giv my sis an ang pao(is her birthday liao) b4 v go to bed…Next day,v went out for lunch or I would like to say brunch,my bf join us oso de…v had Japanese buffet,wah,I eat til feel like vomite,so full until I din eat dinner liao…b4 v head home,v went to buy a cyling fan n a home theater(small de lar)---used ard RM 1500 for both…reached home dad start to on those stuff le,me n my bf sitting there,felt sleepy fall asleep liao,ard 6 my cousin come to my house,v two juz wake up,my cousin ask y no1 answer the phone wor,how I noe, I was sleeping ma,den mum say the oni 1 who free n able to answer phone is my bro,but he too lazy to answer it…after watch a show,I watch dad play awhile pangya den I do my work 1st,print daddy maintanence agreement n invoice (got type wrong thing,but dad say nvm)…finish dat so blog lor..hmm…2molo goin back to BAC,do some stuff,thinking staying at the library to study lor…not sure yet,2molo morning den oni decide lor…haven confirm yet wen I wil do my resit…

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Friday

Forcing myself not to Cry

Woke up early,wait for my dad back frm 'pasar pagi' to sent me to BAC...im so nervous,hope for the best but stil having bad feeling...n wad u noe,my bad feeling really come true,my result is so unexpected,really very unexpected...4 subject,pass 2 failed 2...u noe y unexpected,is bcoz i failed for my contract law paper,the subject i work so hard on it but it is the worst i did for tis exam, but the paper i tot i should fail i passed it,haha...actually couldnt laugh, u noe...wen i ask for my result,is Mr Rajan giv it to me,our BAC owner,he din hand over my result slip to me 1st,instead ask me cal Ms Meera,my contract law lecturer(she oso 1 of the owner of BAC) to hav a tok...Ms Meera is so shock, she told me wen she saw my result,coz she did not expect i wil fail her subject,i always do well during the tutorial,even now i nid to resit for all 4 subject,she say she dun really worry bout me,she stil say i wil be fine,n trust me dat i can handle again all 4 paper in tis yr,ask me to resit for the refferal,dun nid wait for next yr wor...i felt so sad,u noe,i let her down,she trust me so much but i fail to make her please...she told me i can get all the help i nid,she wil tok to my other lecture,ask dem spent time with me,one to one,especially for public law,coz i never had confident with tis paper(but i passed it liao n dats the another unexpected result,i kind a let go tis subject wen exam de but stil i get thru tis not the other 2,oh my,is tis a jk?)Ms Meera oso advise me try to apply for PTPTN loan,so i dun nid worry bout the money,i tok to dad bout tis le,he say try lo...b4 i leave BAC,Ms Meera worry bout me leh,she keep asking whether im fine or not,even ask me how im goin back home,i told her my dad waiting for me,i thk she saw my hand is shacking bah,dats y she so worry i couldnt take it...i wan to cry looking at the result,but i keep forcing myself not to...So,dats it for my holiday,is over liao,LLB Part 1 lecture starting next week,Ms Meera say since i want to refer back the eam tis yr,i can start attend the clas for Part 1,but she permit me to skip the tutorial clas til the refferal is over,so i hav more time for dat...to tell the truth,i hav no confident le,im ady start nervous now,oni left 2 months for me to prepare,im worry i couldnt do it again,my parent din say much bout my result after dey noe.dey noe im very sad liao,dey try not to presure me more...mum ask whether wan her to cancel the holiday trip on October ma?accompany me stay at home since im not joining le,but i told her is ok...i prefer to be alone prepare for my referal...

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