Is been few days for chinese new year le..seem like ntg happen in tis hse,dats gd..
But last nite had a small unhappy conversation wif my dear,n i was sry dat i was too 'over'..eventhough dear dear say i dunnid to say sry but i still felt sry dat i made him sad..i forgot dat im here missing him,he is there missing me too..both of us feel uneasy,i was too selfish dat oni rmb bout myself..sumtimes it was suffocating,all those uneasy feeling,but i wanted to tell my dear,i wont giv up so easily..
There is dream and hope v both after for,there is promise v both been made to ourself,n i will try to hav it to happen,i hope it is so as to him..n i trust him dat he does..
I Miss You..reli do so...i might cry for tis,sumtimes n make my dear unhappy,make him worry,but i cant stop the tear to drop wen i miss him..but i believe it will be difference one day,i hope it will..
My dear...u make alots promises to me,i hope u will kept it n will nvr broke it..i noe im being selfish,unreasonable sumtimes,but u nvr blame me for it,n i thank you for it,for being so considerate,for being so nice..I Love You,my dear..n i will try to make it be forever for both of us,i hope u will do so too..
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
