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Tuesday

Play Ourworld

|DREAMS WILL COME TRUE |

Sunday

second lower honour?

2 days ago, the pass lists had been posted on ELP so as the final list for the final year student.My name is under the second class honour lower division, even it is not my full name, it is my student id number, i guess it won't be any mistake. However, i keep worry it just a dream. Indeed, when i was under UOL, second lower is the grade i ever dare to dream of. Subsequently transfered to NU, i actually to think i have a chance to get second upper at least but it did not turn out this way. Anyway, to get a 2-2 is good enough since i did screw up with one of my exam paper. Just that, why do i feel so empty?
Ever since i been there for a week and came home, i was unable to be fully happy, i can't help feeling something missing. I just can't stop to think of going away from where i am now, starting a whole new circle of life. Really wanted so but i have to be patience, i have to wait, wait for the right time but when is the right time? I just don't know. I guess the only thing i can do is to wait for an offer and then i will know what will be my next step. Is this so?
Long ago, i had a feeling this is not where i belong to, this feeling continues to follow me until now, and it became stronger day by day. I hated myself for this since everyone saying im so lucky, to have such a wonderful family, great parent, happy life but why i don't feel happy? Why i felt so lonely? So sorrow? Why do i wanted to run? Even felt that it would be great if im dead, not once but few times for some years ago.
I felt that my life aint mine, being here but i know that the world outside aint so sweet and nice too. Yet, i wanted to live on another life, a different life from now. Is almost time for me being able to do so right? To start a new life with him, at there. It would be something that closer to what i dream to have, right? A step closer to my goal, right? It should be.
I Miss You, my dear hubby...

|DREAMS WILL COME TRUE |

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A Little About Her

Elie
31 Dec 1986
elly530ng@yahoo.com
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-:Things i don't like:-
have enemy
Nagging by others
Force to do something
Be forgotten

-:Things i likes:-
Being alone when feeling blue
Read stuffs
'Boom' Musics

-:My Wishes:-
Found my soulmate
Complete my study
Own a car
Own a house

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When things go wrong,as thery sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile,but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit-
Rest if you must,but don't you quit.

Life is queen with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a fellow turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow-
You may succed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggles has given up
When he might have captured the victor's up;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out-
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,-
Its when things seems worst that you musn't quit.

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