Wednesday
Is been around 3 months working at daycare tuition center,can't be say bond to them but I think I would miss them sometimes even though they drive me crazy sometimes...{resigned,will be off end of this month} Every kids have their cute site no matter how naughty they are, but when they grow older & older this kind a disappear, do they? *I guess this is what we call grow up, be mature*
Those kids I teach, not brilliant, I'll get frustrated when they keep having problem with a very simple question that I already repeated the answer for them again & again but they still cant get their mind in it, still 'Dreaming'... *I guess I don't have that much patience*
Those kids I teach, not behaving kids, I'll get mad n madder until I come to a break down to ignore how they behave sometimes. I even imagine how I whack them in my mind, I do punish them but not like what's in my mind {is a crime} they sometimes do listen but sometimes they keep behaving the wrong way... *I guess I still have a long way to learn how to handle a kids behaviour*
Those kids I teach, not high EQ, I was surprised & then used to their emotion changes but do get annoyed often. Some would cry for nothing & become worst when you comfort her, some would suddenly punch or kick someone when they felt offended, some would just can't stop saying things to offend someone & in the end cried because someone would just talk back or fight...there is a 9 years old boy which we unable to control totally, we just give up... *I guess sometimes when you tried whatever you can do, but nothing changed you will just stop trying*
Any type of personality the kids have, I guess being a parent, a teacher can only do their best to teach them what is right what is wrong... But there is always a question 'What is really right? or What is really wrong? How to put a line in it? How to examine which is which?' *I guess each & everyone can only teach what is in their perspective*
[whatever is it, when the time comes I should be able to be a good mother, now it is the time for me to finish my study & get a good job.]
|DREAMS WILL COME TRUE |
