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Saturday

Back Frm Penang

Im back...Few days in Penang,erm,wad happen there?1st day v went to Ipoh hav our breakfast 1st,eat 'dim sum',very tasty...reached Penang ard 2,travel ard awhile den check in le...One of my aunt n her family not here yet,so while waiting for her,i had a jaccuzi 1st(the hotel room got this service),but the phone n dorr bell keep ringing,my sis more geng,havent confirm i noe she want to come in,she ady walk in(the bathroom cant look de,if wan look must look door room) so cant really hav a relax time lo...den at nite v tok can walk to Gurney drive,but half way raining le,so juz find a place dat can eat to settle our dinner,den v went to night market,noting to c oso,and head back to hotel le...All along the way nid to take care the small kids,headache...din hav gd nite sleep too,my grandma keep wake up....

The next day v travel ard,go temples,check out tis n dat,want find the 'asam laksa' dat my uncle heard frm sum1 is nice,but v failed,juz few words for the afternoon,'hot' 'tire' 'lame' 'eat' 'babysitting',but the food is nice lar,v did went to the Gurney Drive,Goodall,erm summore 2 hawkers stall but i dun remember the name,however v did not went to Penang Road lo...dat nite,those adult went for spa except 2 of my uncle,too many small kids to take care,so i oni spent 15 mins for my jacuzzi,sob ady cant go to the beach i most hoping for,summore no nice nice bath...

Friday morning i woke up early,i noe the other wont able to wake up so early de so i hav another jacuuzi,hehe,while waiting for the water to fill up,i start packing things lo,after i wash up,wake my sis,den bring my grandma to my parent room there to hav the breakfast(v bought sum food last nite for breakfast),den went back to my room,wake my bro n cousins,keep packing oso till everything done,v went to my parent room to eat liao,my little cousin(samuel),wen i eating bread he want oso,so feed him abit,actually he eating biskut dat time,my grandma feeding de,den he saw the 'mee in cup',he ask for it,mum scare he couldnt finish it,so dun wan make de but i told her if he canot finish i eat lo,however samuel did finish it,i oni had abit oni,he still not enuf leh,hav to tell him is finish for alots of time...

after check out,v din head home 1st,go ard to snake temple la,waterfall,n so...ard 4 tot get out frm Penang go visit Bukit Merah n den hav dinner in Ipoh de,but too bad,Penang bridge got an accident,traffic jam,my uncle say go try Feri lo,but same case,'JAM',v stuck in the traffic for about 4 hours,everyone hungry le,therefore v went in a shopping center to eat 1st...wen v heading back to the bridge,my dad actually,kind a lost,but myabe is luck bah,still able to find the way to the bridge,reached home ard 2.30 le...Im so tire,few days din sleep well,later summore nid go to clas,sob.....

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Tuesday

Last nite my cousin came to my house,cousin frm Cameron Highlands but currently one of them work at Sunway and another study at KTAR,KL,the place i was there 2 yrs ago...V use to be very close,but since v grow up,started to be abit 'quite',but no matter wad they are still my close cousin deep in my heart...

2molo goin to Penang till Fri,should be feeling exciting,but i dont,coz the trip i wan is to go to sumwer that i can relax,not like tis visit here n there,cant stay still for me to think...i nid to clear my mind...alots of thing bothering me...

|DREAMS WILL COME TRUE |

Friday

Sumting special to sum1 special

== >Dedicated to someone special
Memories are treasures,

None can steal,

My loss is a heartache,

None can heal,

A longing sign,

A silent tear,

For one I love,

So very dear.

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The Above is something i saw from my 1st bf's friendster,not meant to be copy-cat,is juz the item in the picture is something i think is so sweet for a guy to personaly make it for his gf(not sure whether he D.I.Y or buy la) but it is sweet if a guy D.I.Y such a gift lo....hehe.....

and the words beside it is from there too,he said it is dedicated for sum1 special,hmm,wonder who is the gal??hehe...ge po abit lo...but it is good lo he got sum1 special liao,but strange yesterday he call me say he still available wor???maybe still chasing bah,wish him good luck...

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Heartbroken

Is over...tis time for sure is over bah?he say tis would b better for us,maybe bah...he say he is tire,tire entertaining ppl,money,work,and...... he say he nid rest,he nid to be free...he ask me not to cry bcoz of him,not worth it,he say i could find sum1 better then him,lov me more then him,sum1 hu can giv me wa i want...he wish me to be happy...Honestly,i din try to say no,wad i did is juz ask y,n told him his cruelness is not his leaving is he never show the care,juz say to me once 'gambateh' wen i nid it...i told him he entirely destroy my faith,my faith in lov which i started to rebuild...i din cry...wanted to actually,but couldnt let myself to cry out,y?dun noe...

Is time to start all over again bah...with my life...the life without him...

Haven noe how to let my family noe,mum keep asking the drama she wan watch,which nid his help to borrow,how to make her forget bout it?really dun feel like letting any1 ard me noe rite now,im feeling blue....i juz finished my exam,k...should b happy,celebratting a little...

The Heart is Broken,Tears kept deep inside...

The Faith in Love,once again Gone far away...

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Thursday

Finally over

Hoo-ray,referral ended...finally....the 1st day feeling ok after exam,the 2nd day ady tense up,like goin to explode(the mind),dying liao...den yesterday,after exam went back to college coz ms meera want to giv us last revision,but v most of time time toking nonsense,laughing,crazy man,one more exam v like having holiday,actually is bocz every1 is kind a exhausted,breaking down liao,too tire le...But now is over,can relax abit liao...however,not really can be so relax,coz nid catch up with part 1...sum of them say dun bother so much lar,haven get the result yet,but i think v should start preparing no,eventhough din get through nid refer again oso no harm wad...dats all lar...tata...

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