Tuesday
2 months in SG
Is been 2 month since i arrived. I joined SSLC for a month and a half too. I rather very lucky to be able to get a job so fast, SSLC is a law firm, fast pace work environment. Indeed it is stressful, sometimes kind a frustrated, yet everyone is nice. True that I spent alot time for my work, working over time most of the time, went back for work on weekend or public holiday. However, how stressful, how frustrated, how tire am I, I will not allow myself to give up.
I did went back home last month, just a few day, the journey is quite tiring. My life did not changed much though, the way I live, I still love staying home when I could, aint much social.
Last night, my bf went out with friends and came home late, I was worry, tried to call but cant get through. Once I able to speak to him, I wasn't in goood anymore, after I hang up the phone, I burst into tear. Then... I started to browse through my phone, and I realise I do not have family photo with me, not in my phone, not in facebook, not in my laptop. Then... I felt very bad, very sad. How could I have let myself not having any family photo somewhere, not even 1.
I'm still staying with my bf now. I knoe my parent do not wish Im here but.... Honestly, I do not know, for clear, what is best, what to do.
IM FEELING TIRE, PHYSICALLY, EMOTINALLY...
|DREAMS WILL COME TRUE |
