My Heart is Crying
Y do I let myself b so busybody, go take a look wif ur past, saw those tings dat hurt myself?
Y do I wantin 2 trust u so much but at d same time im so scare all tis is juz a lie,im wrong all tis time?
Y cant I juz stop tinkin, I might lose u sumday n bak wif myself alone again?
Wad else 2 do? 2 make everytin clear, 2 make my heart calm, 2 make me believe wad I wan 2 believe?
My mind juz cant stop tinkin wad happen b4, u wif another gal. R u playin wif my feelins? my tots?
R u gona played me n left me behind afterdat? juz like most other guys do?
Is der sumting reli major u hide frm me? nt wantin me noe?
Im scare…wad shall I do???wad 2 chose?
Elie drop by@ 1/19/2009