Tuesday
Yesterday found out sumting,realise sumting,found out the guy who like me,i noe bout it long ago but i able to pretend not since he din say anyting till yesterday...sum say i should giv him a chance but tis cant force de...tok to sum1 last nite,he told sum ways i might able to make him giv up,along the chat found sumting suprise me....beside dat i realise i still will feel jealous wen 'listen' to my ex tok bout a gal he like now,i tot i wont jealous or having any uncomfortable feelings for those news,but i do happy he living gd,having a nice life,meeting sum1 special...n is it enuf dat he do remember me as i do remember him,im glad v still r fren,is gd to tok to him sumtimes,make me think of sumting regarding to the decision i making or made...i realise too dat i trying to avoid ppl tok bout my ex wif me,especially say sumting bad bout him(the more especially is a fren of me n him),is kind a hurt me...i realise i too,now i had lost sum faith in relationship,tis is wen i chatting wif sum1...ard tis 3 yrs,sumting had changed sumting had not,i did avoid sumting for sum periods,i had thought of giv up bout sumting...i had did sum mistake dat i regrete,but dat is a lesson to me,learned not to do the sumting again...there is stil so much to learn,so much to experience,there is still a long way to go...even rite now my faith is gone but one day,maybe,sumthing or sum1 able to make me believe wad i couldnt believe rite now......
|DREAMS WILL COME TRUE |
