Saturday
BB spore >.<
So sad,the vacation to spore cancel ady...haiz...summore my frens ady organized the trip to genting tis christmas which i had told dem i wont join(no room le),so now no way to go liao...wad ever lar...stay at home study lor...since my notes still in progress,erm,dun noe wen exacly i finish it,hehe...so lazy n so sian ma....
Got one afternoon i was chatting wif my ex bf(my 1st bf),sumting nonsence v tok bout,den he ask me wether i regrete wif d decision v make last time,tis is a question without an answer,no matter wad i say tings wont change,past is past...v tok bout sumting ppl repatch again after broke up,tis n dat,v come out d conclusion tis will happen but its depend on time,situation,d most important issue is d person's choice lo...true,rite?
den he say sry 2 me,he say sry dat he hurt me last time,sry for his unmature dat cause my pain,honestly,i hardly remember wad arguement took place b4,y i cried,y i was hurt,in my memory there is so much of gd i remember bout him,d care,d love,n so...but i din told him bout tis lo...wad for?he oso ask me wether i wil remember d time v had like he do,d answer is for sure i do...
Is weird,u noe...ppl always remember d 1st love(or im wrong?) but dey may forgot d following one unless d one hurt him/her too deep,or too deep in love...is true for me...i totally forgot my 2nd relationship except d fatc my parent dun like him...for d last relationship i had,i kind a forget those sweet days,wad i remember is those arguement,critisim he said to me,maybe bcoz is still fresh since d separation,still feeling hurt,dats y i oni remember bad ting...i dun noe...my love life is a mess...
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