Sunday
Crying
wake up help my dad with sum printing stuff...den my bf come n v go to his house...rain,cant go out,no choice so v take a nap while waiting for the rain to stop...den v go IOI Mall,want to watch superman return(not bad leh)...v not happy...v argue...he say v nid time to tink if v shld stil b togather,since v always not happy being togather...he said a lot of negative ting bout me...but round up the main issue dat make all tis happen is i did not find a part time job for tis holiday ba...he said im so 'da xiao jie,hen nan fu shi'...he oso not perfect but i ady try to acept y he cant?y he juz cant giv me sumtimes to make things happen?y he hav to giv me so much pressure wen i really nid to make myself lesser pressure?y he oni saw the bad ting but dun c the gd site in our future?y v c things so differently?do v really nid to break up liao?i dun wan it to happen...i really dun!!!im cying liao...2nite wont b able to slp le...hungry but no appetite(barely eat for whole day)...shld i really giv up on tis relationship?shld i ask myself to let it go?shld i force myself to do sumting dat i dislike juz to please him?all tis question keep haunting in my mind..
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