Monday
Alone with Novel n Comics
I woke up late coz last nite slp very late..chiong ms awhile oni coz start keep lag out,sianz so i log off lor…Den go read novel n the comic(diao yu wang) liao…even im reading,my mind couldn’t stop thinking bout me n him,those word he said n i rebuke keep wondering in my mind,tear dropping wen I cant control my feeling…2day I take off the ring(ding qing xin wu),wan to tell myself learn to let go if really breakup later..i wanted to change my life style but I’m not doing it bcoz he wan me to change,is bcoz is time to change to b better,but it nid time,I nid to do step by step,tis is wad I planned but he dun noe coz he nvr wan to listen,he nvr wan to giv me the chance to prove..mayb I wil juz b a failure for another time but im goin to try my best,however he may not b here anymore,2day he din contact me..v both had such a wonderful time b4 but now v had so much quarrel wen he start feeling I should hav a work frm now,coz in his view get a job after graduate is too late to gain exp…I noe he wanted the best of me n for me,I noe wad he asking is for my gd,but at the same time he pushing to hard on me,he make me more pressure n more harder to step forward…maybe I’m very childish n he is more mature bah…but wil a mature minded person keep comparing his love with her frens?wil a mature guy keep critices her every act n words but did not b please wen she did sumting gd?i may not b mature with the way of my tinking,I noe I hav a lot to b improve,however his unsupportive broke my heart!!!wen I nid his cheer he shown up months late(wen I goin to hav exam)yah he did msg me n said gd luck on dat 1st day of the exam but for too late coz I nid it months b4 the exam…A big warm hug frm him which I did not get it even I told him!!!
|DREAMS WILL COME TRUE |
