19th July
2nite oso my cousin birthday n suppose the day my bf set as dating nite,so i ask him follow to my aunt house den ard 10.30pm v head home.He stay for awhile but v din really tok much,i dun noe Y,2nite v r so silent...Too silent til i felt scare,seem like sumting goin to happen but mayb i juz think too much,or i juz hav noting to tok to him so he too kept quite?
After he gone i den on9,even i told him i wont,i think mayb i can find sum1 to tok to,but wen i on ms,met my ms dear...i found dat actually i dun noe wad to say,i really dun noe wad is in my mind,i felt lonely...Lonely is killing me,but Y i felt dat way?i hav so much,Y?
Elie drop by@ 7/20/2006